“There are no failures - just experiences and your reactions to them.”

I went to a Roller skating competion in the weekend. Most people after you skate ask how it went. That irks me soooo much. I was doing figures, and when you do hard turns like what i did it sucks if you can't do them. If you put your foot down you lose a whole point. My scores went down from 6.4 to 5.4 which put me into LAST place.
I still wonder why I even skate. I mean I'm not "bad" but its not like I'm good either. The most annoying thing was when my coach told me that if I didn't put my foot down then I would have gotten third. But no. Foot goes down, whole mark off. GRRRR. I got the turn aswell. Its just that the waiting and the dif floor and I lost my balance. My boyfriend says that because he was there was the reason I did that.
Im sorry but thats B.S!
“There are no failures - just experiences and your reactions to them.”
Well my reaction to this is bad. I'm trying sooo hard to make myself feel better seeing as it is only today. I spent the whole day listening to my i pod and fighting while in a shitty mood with my boyfriend. Bad enogh that when I was done I had to sit in a car for two hours with my boyfriend falling asleep on me. I thought girls we ment to be the ones that lay on the boys laps. Not the other way around