Trust me, I won't

This whole thing is kinda new to me but i feel there are things that particarly at this moment need to be said.
I don't really know how to say these things, or to start them for that matter.
I have trust issues and most people know that. The thing most people don't know (actually one person does) is why. This has, and still is effecting my life in such a big way that I don't want to keep it bottled up but fear I have to. If anyone ever goes through what i've been throgh I feel for them. No one should go through it even if you feel they deserve it.
You said to me the other day "you don't trust me enough and you never believe me" so i'm saying now what I couldn't tell you to your face. I trust you more than you think. You need to realise that its you lacking the trust not me. I don't go through your phone and I most deff don't go through your pencil case trying to find notes that have been passed in class. You need to trust me and realise this won't work if you read my stuff. I want it too, I really do but you need to get over yourself. No i'm not going to cheat on you and I am not going to leave you for my best friends boyfriend. Forget your past and focus on your future with me otherwise there won't be one.

Let me leave you with a qoute about trust.
“Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.”