The first time i cried this month was because I was scared I lost you.
The second time was tonight when I realised I no longer had control over anything in this world anymore.
I have to get up every morning and add another fake smile to my face and hope no one notices.
But its seeping out.
When I broke down in tears today it had all built up and you not being there made it all go over top.
I can't do this anymore.
I trying. I really am but there is only so much a person can withstand.
So with this I say goodbye to my brave face and just try get through on support because that's what I need more than anything right now, nothing but support
"'Tis not enough to help the feeble up, but to support them after"