You cheated on me but I don't care.
There are things no one will understand about us, apart from us.
Everyone was saying "don't go back to him, he's a player" and things like " once a cheater always a cheater".
I may not be able to trust you again but that doesn't matter to me. What matters to me is that you promised me you won't do it again.
The night you said can we just be friends for now while i sort this out you sent me a text that said "hey Baby xoxoxoxoxo"
If you just want to be mates with me then why are you trying to confuse me?
The next day was horrible for me. Seeing you after school as me and my friend were talking and you just happened to be there. As i started to walk away you stood on foot in the cute way you do to stop me from leaving you. I could tell that what you were going to say wouldn't be nice.
"I think we should officially go on a break" I knew it. When i walked away from you that day I was soo sad. No normal kiss or hug goodbye but instead I turned and walked away.
We arranged to meet up before Toy Story 3 and I knew we shouldn't have. I stood on the belcony looking out as you stood behind me. I should have told you to back off , I shouldn't have let you put your arms around me. But i did.
During the movie we sat together as if we were just friends. Then you moved so that I had no choice but to move into you. You tilted my head and kissed me, I kissed back. Another thing I shouldn't have let you do but i did. Eventuall you whispered into my ear "i love you. Im sorry. Can we go back out now?"
That was it for me. I couldn't stand to be without you anymore so i whispered back "I guess we can". Then I kissed you. You kissed me with more passion than you ever had and i knew you were truly sorry.
You text me later that night and asked what i was doing and all i said was "I'm thinking about tonight and what just happened"
That was the night you made me feel like my world was complete.
In one hour you broke my life. Just over one day later you managed to make it all seem right again. I love you for that. I'll never forgive you for what you did on that Sunday but i'll never forget what you did to make me love you so much.
"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you."
Roy Croft
